Morning Musing – Mosquito Wisdom

I believe nothing is random, so this morning’s musing is based on an actual event rather than an intuitive vision.  I hope you find it helpful today or whatever day you come upon it.  Nice to know that mosquitos are good for something huh? 

The Event…

It was very late and I was trying to fall asleep.  I would close my eyes and begin to drift off, only to be awakened by the sound of a mosquito buzzing in my ear.  I would smack where the sound was coming from hoping to catch it unaware, only to have the sound begin again a few moments later.  I turned on the light and looked around.  No mosquito.  I stayed very still and waited to see if it would appear. No mosquito.  Was I dreaming it?  I turned off the light and attempted sleep again.  Just as I was drifting off, the loud insistent buzzing began again!  I slapped at the sound with no result.  Frustrated, I turned on the lights.  I asked the Angels to help me, starting to wonder if I had a ghost mosquito visiting or if I was developing an ear problem.  Finally, frustrated, I reached for my iPad on the floor, figuring I might as well do some writing since I clearly wasn’t going to be sleeping.  And there it was!  I caught it, ending the mosquito torture for the night.

Reflection…

If nothing is random, then why had the mosquito found its way into my room that night?  I looked it up in my Animal-Speak Pocket Guide (Ted Andrews) and found that the keynote for mosquito is self-worth.  It mentions protecting myself from attacks on my self-worth.  As I pondered this, I realized that I had been feeling insecure.  Circumstances had led to me getting overloaded and worn down which tends to lead to feeling less than stellar about myself.  So how could I protect myself from this?  I thought of what had just happened.  Using my own hands hadn’t worked.  Turning on the light hadn’t worked.  It was only when I asked the Angels to help me that the situation was resolved.

Intention and Prayer…

Angels, I call to you now.  Help me to love myself and have the highest value on who I am and what I am becoming.  Help me to be free of attacks by my ego or whatever is prompting my feelings of being unloved.  Heal me, love me, inspire me, and guide me.  I trust you and thank you for your support.  I wait for your Divine guidance to find my way home to myself.  

Have a beautiful mosquito-free day!

Love,

Nancy